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My boyfriend's mother just had another stroke, and I'm freaking out. I don't even know that she'd remember me if I went to visit. She's such a sweet woman and still pretty young, she doesn't deserve to go though all this.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I am ravenously hungry and lazy. Probably pms. I have an american history exam tomorrow, and I don't wanna take it. *pouts* I'm happy this semester is almost over. I want to be home with my boyfriend and my hamster and my mommy's cooking. But for now, I want the microwaveable fettucine alfredo I have in the freezer. Yum.

Opening credits : Enya- Only Time

Waking up : The Cranberries- Dreams

Average day : Dido- Thank You

First date : DDR- Butterfly

Falling in love : Montgomery Gentry- She Don't Tell me to

Love scene : Counting Crows- Accidentally in Love

Fight scene : Dropkick Murphys- The Dirty Glass

Breaking up : Papa Roach- Scars

Getting back together : Crossfade- Cold

Secret love : Anna Nalick- In My Head

Life's okay : Alice in Chains- Man in the Box

Mental breakdown : Dresden Dolls- Bad Habit

Driving : Switchfoot- Meant to Live

Deep thought : A Perfect Circle- Imagine

Flashback : Nickleback- Photograph

Partying : DDR- Dream a Dream

Happy dance : DJ Encore- Walking in the Sky

Regreting : Nickleback- Someday

Long night alone : Anna Nalick- Breathe

Death scene : Atreyu- Bleeding Mascara

Closing credits : Disturbed- Land of Confusion

My roomate is sooo hungover from her 21st birthday drinks last night, and I am just sitting here laughing at her. That's the fun thing about not drinking, you can make fun of those who get hangovers.

Woohoo! The week is almost over! I'm about to head to class but just felt like typing in here because of my unusually good mood. What has been wrong with me lately? I'm actually happy and look forward to getting up in the morning. That's just scary.

Yay for bullshitting research papers! I'm such a good little college student...

There was a fundraiser in my dorm tonight. I never thought the day would come when i would see my residence hall director covered in whipped cream. Teeheehee. That sounds dirty. Oh, if only I had a camera...

It pisses me off so bad when I write a really long entry then it craps out on me. So in short, I got one point short of an A in a senior level college psych class and I'm only a freshman, and this weather is crazy cold.

This weekend was really nice. Got to see Mike, the puppies, and UltraViolet. Me and Mike went grocery shopping, and it was a little strange. It felt too domestic to be strolling through Giant Eagle discussing the health benefits of grapefruit and helping him find a good pen for work. I've been feeling more domestic lately too, like my insane desire to attack his house with cleaning products and a lint roller. I don't want to make him feel bad, but I desperately want to clean his house. UltraViolet kicked ass by the way, great storyline and good fight scenes. I don't usually like sci-fi, but this was a really good movie. I feel lost without my cell phone, and trapped in my dorm so I can get calls at all. It's really sad when your boyfriend has to call your mom's cell phone to ask her where you are. Wah! I want my cell turned back on! The weekend was really busy, and I didn't even have time to be bored. My weekends are busier than my weekdays anymore. It was fun though.

It really freaks me the hell out when I do a tarot card reading for the day and things the cards said start to happen in order of the way they came up.

Insomnia tonight. Missing Mike. He works so much and I'm always here, so it's hard to find time together. Skipping class tomorrow so I can catch a ride with a friend back to my hometown because everyone else who could take me either has to work really late or is low on gas. Missing being home. Being here is like living in a Skinner Box, being constantly provoked and monitored for my reactions. I knew I shouldn't have had all that caffeine today...

Hey, it's March! A new month means Sway is waaaaaay overdue for a new journal entry. I've been so busy that I am also overdue on messages to a few special people, but those will have to wait until I am more awake. I've been insanely busy. My weekdays are filled with college work, and I've greatly improved since last semester due to a lot of changes in my life. I'm getting nearly perfect scores on everything, and I'm happy. Scary huh? Me being happy. The weekends are difficult to divide up between all the things I want to do at home. I try to spend some time with my new hamster, Wesley, as he is at home and only my fish Scarlett is with me at college. I will also be getting a puppy soon! Mike's dog had puppies and he's going to keep one for me until I get in a place where I can have dogs. I also spend some time with Mom, as she feeds me and I loveses her. Then, of course, I always find time for Mike, as he works during the week and I'm at school, and I miss him terribly. The only person/creature I can't seem to make time for is myself and my friends from here and high school. I figure that I'll be on here more during the summer and make it up to the peoples that I've neglected, and since I'll be going to the branch of my college that is closer to my home next year, I'll be able to visit my high school friends more. As for myself, I happen to be wonderful mentally, but I am starting to look a bit like a bum. I wear slippers all around campus now, and I'm afraid one day I'm going to walk out to class in my pajamas. Well, I'm off to take a shower and give myself a well deserved manicure, then I'm off to bed. All my love to everyone.